tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55808412011-04-22T03:53:56.701+08:00-x- Amplified of My Thoughts -x---xx-- Ma ConfessioNz --xx--Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comBlogger221100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-73278982124849411822009-05-07T01:52:00.006+08:002009-05-07T20:56:58.572+08:00It's been 3 years since i type an entry. need to sign up for a google account just to get my blog running again. A lot of things happened in my life since the 3 years. a word of caution, this entry will be very long. so, here goes. First of all, i get to work for my dream job, SCDF. been in the force for 2 1/2 years now. bonded for another 3 years as i do not have ns. didnt think to much about itIjalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1148133989541418412006-05-20T21:58:00.000+08:002006-06-29T02:07:19.936+08:00HIYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!guess who's back???? me!!!!!!!!! yup. me. ijal... after more than 2 years of MIA, here i am again. type in this entry just to test if my blog is still working.... so, here it is.a lot have gone through in the past 2 years. have graduated from poly. kinda sucks cause i love that sch. can do whatever you want and wont be punished.... haiz... i miss sch. working for mac (again) Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1082043389905342922004-04-15T23:36:00.000+08:002004-04-23T12:50:13.343+08:00dear diary,
yesterday was the first day to work without the indo crew, as in the old indo crew. was really boring. not much talking between me and the manager. in fact, not much talking between the staff at hfc at all. we just kept quiet. maybe cause we miss them. i miss them a lot. sometimes i either heard their voices or my eyes playing trick on me. haizz....
felti sms me the day after she Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1081841378992557492004-04-13T15:29:00.000+08:002004-04-13T15:32:28.560+08:00dear diary,
the indo crew have left singapore yesterday, dated 12/4/04. it was so sad. when i reached the airport, i say hi to them. then felti pulled me to one side and give me a present. i wasnt mad at her, cause i expect they give something to me. but i totally forgot abt it, and they caught me unexpectedly. she said to take it, and read the letter when they are in the plane. this is what theIjalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1081140557637258752004-04-05T12:49:00.000+08:002004-04-05T12:51:58.780+08:00dear diary,
my com is going nuts by the sec. now, have to type an entry at sch only. haiz... anyway, been abt one week since i type an entry. all thanks to my com.
well, kim is gone. and jenny is back. what a dread. she's always finding our mistake. especially the crew leader. and nag and nag and nag to the power of 24. how i wish kim stay with us. although most of the crew prefer jenny to himIjalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1080562679339598442004-03-29T20:17:00.000+08:002004-03-29T20:20:34.170+08:00dear diary,
at home now. wanna type in an entry at sch. but i forgot. hehe. kinda forgetful of me. anyway, kinda boring today. nothing much to day. in fact, nothing i can do. missing my dear, but she''s far away from me. haizz....
anyway, yesterday, nuri greeted me in a really polite, sweet manner. i was like what the ???she never greeted me like that before. after work, i waited for nuri so weIjalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1080407458171771912004-03-28T01:10:00.000+08:002004-03-28T01:13:31.310+08:00dear diary,
just finised praying. today was one of the day unlike others. first of all, i didn''d go to sch today for a test. i slept till noon. my class tutor called me and was puzzled that i was still sleeping. she was so caring abt me going to sch to take my test. the problem is i was lazy. hehe. she said i was so cool with it. not cool, only lazy. so i went back to sleep.
then my dear Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1079976857910574692004-03-23T01:34:00.000+08:002004-03-23T01:36:45.936+08:00dear diary,
went out with the indo crew (nuri, felti, indah), the charlie''s angel and aisyah to ecp just now. nora back out last min cause of family problem. anyway, have fun just now. after we reach ecp, we went to mac to eat. of course, using the indo crew coupon. the indo crew kinda have a ''fight'' with the manager there cause they use a lot of coupon for only 3 person. as a result of this,Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1079325185373019092004-03-15T12:33:00.000+08:002004-04-05T12:55:25.996+08:00now, im at sch. waiting for my next lesson. which is abt 45 min more. so, im playing com to wait for it. just drop by to type in what happen this pass few days.
cahya have left singapore. wish him all the best there. crazy enough, luckily i cant send him to the airport. cause wati was there too. if i had send him, i would have met her. and i dont want that to happen. lately, she's been contact Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1078762318167109802004-03-09T00:11:00.000+08:002004-03-09T00:14:13.686+08:00dear diary,
been so long since i type an entry. i guess no one still knows that im still using this blogger. anyway, what a life i am leading. let''s start shall we??
yesterday, cahya slept at my house. he''s returning to indo in 2 more days. gonna miss him. he''s such a gd guy. and gd looking too. before we sleep, we talk abt this indo girl whom i love. but she had went back already. he kinda Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1062737933304463732003-09-05T12:58:00.000+08:002003-09-05T12:59:09.863+08:00dear diary,
wanted to type in yesterday. but was too tired. sorry abt that. hehe.
anyway, went to seoul garden yesterday with my poly frens and our teacher. before the outing, all of us have to cough up 10 bucks for the occasion. total money we have to pay is more than 200 bucks. turns out that my teacher pay all of it without our money. i was so surprise. i guess i cant sleep at her class Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1062346990749657932003-09-01T00:23:00.000+08:002003-09-01T00:23:10.790+08:00dear diary,
today, it sucks. big time. i went to hfc just now to check my schedule. turns out that tomoro ill be working. actually, i will going to zouk with the mac crew tomoro. but i have been shifted to tues. and tues, there wont be any teens. suck!!!
if today sucks, tomoro will be even greater. cause i will be working, and all of them, including wati, will have their time of their life. Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1061993458406474502003-08-27T22:10:00.000+08:002003-08-27T22:10:58.460+08:00dear diary,
if you have known, i have patch up with syafa. just now, i met her for a while. i gave her my sis shoes. (it was too big for her, and to small for me. so i gave her) thought i can spend some time with her cause its our 2nd month anniversary. but then, she wanted to go home. i cant force her to stay. so i said ok, with disappointment.
anyway, something terrible happen to me last Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1061481174066213302003-08-21T23:52:00.000+08:002003-08-24T21:59:21.446+08:00dear diary,
feeling heartbroken today. broke up with her. now, tears are falling down my check while im typing this entry. talking with ada, my sis now. im feeling really down. need her pic to relax me. but to no avail. my sis gave me kueh that i love to eat when im small. she dont know yet. but, she did cheer me up a little.
this is the first time i ever cry for a girl. feeling really down. Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1061303567022710392003-08-19T22:32:00.000+08:002003-08-24T21:59:08.583+08:00dear diary,
wanted to write yesterday, but cant get into the webby. hehe. dont know why. so here i am.
yesterday, i met shafa. we talked under a block. i tell her, if she wanted to end the relationship, just walk away within 1 min. she pack her stuff, and did just that. my heart began to break. i heard her footsteps in the distance. then, i suddenly heard it stopped. i went to check it. it wasIjalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1061134384691696082003-08-17T23:33:00.000+08:002003-08-24T21:57:14.646+08:00dear diary,
meet shafa just now. haizz.... problems again. both of us agree to break up. but, the thing is, both of us did not want to break. as if, we are really reluctant to break up. understand?? we are still together. now, we are finding solutions for all the problems.
the thing is, i do not want to break up with her at all. i love her too much to the point that i cant let her go. i cant Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1060781907971980942003-08-13T21:38:00.000+08:002003-08-24T21:56:54.016+08:00dear diary,
today, i went back home from sch the latest. after a talk, my frens and i roc (relek one corner) and we played card games till abt 8.15 pm. before that, i play soccer. its been so long since i last play. now, both of my legs are red in colour. its painful.... :(
yesterday, i talk to my sis, has, abt shafa. just wanted to say thanks for the advice. your the best sis.
now, im waitingIjalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1060531763004150632003-08-11T00:09:00.000+08:002003-08-24T21:56:30.326+08:00dear blogger,
wanted to type yesterday. but i slept at my cousin house yesterday. so here i am, typing. yesterday, it was so.... fun. i went to harbourfront to meet shafa. she was working but im not. so, i waited for her to finish work. then, she treated me to spicy chicken mc chrispy meal. this is the first time my girlfren belanja me. then, she bought for me a scaff. my scaff accidentally Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1060194418173468522003-08-07T02:26:00.000+08:002003-08-07T02:26:58.306+08:00dear blogger,
just finished talking with shafa (better known as wati) and finished really really late dinner. its after 2 am now. not sleepy. cause i have slept waiting for shafa to call me.
anyway, in sch, first time my class went for a factory visit. we went to NEWater plant. kinda cool. so high tech. and of course, i was the star attention, if you know what i mean. although it was fun, we Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1060011596634793592003-08-04T23:39:00.000+08:002003-08-04T23:39:56.690+08:00just came back from work. smells terrible. been wanting to type my diary a fews days ago. only to have forgotten the user id. hehe. thanks sis. you the best.
anyway, wanted to say abt the day on 2nd august. with wati the whole day. really enjoy it. i even escape my work for her. why??? first of all i want to see her. cause i miss her so much. and secondly, i need a break from the work. really Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1059578571055529342003-07-30T23:22:00.000+08:002003-07-30T23:23:55.816+08:0028 july 03 was the date,
that i kept thinking it's our fate.
we quarrel unlike any other,
which had me doubt us still being togther.
i apologised, thinking i could prevail.
however, it was to no avail.
i called her, but she didn't pick up.
going to work, insisting never to give up.
when clara called, your mum said you were dead.
bad thoughts came to mind, thinking you had reached that gate.
if Ijalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18037106423269374785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580841.post-1059387169630314092003-07-28T18:12:00.000+08:002003-07-28T18:12:49.716+08:00To type in an entry.. go to www.blogger.com .. Login ur username & password.. Then click --xx-- Ma ConfessioNz --xx-- at the right hand side under the tab 'My Blogs' ..
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